Precisely, about a year ago I was hospitalised for about a week. Not only down with fever and digestive issues, but I have to accept that I might not passing scholarship interview and completing workload. While I was temporarily left some crucial deadlines, I have to deal with the loss of my endurance partner, my laptop. To sum up, last May was crazy. I was so in a rush for everything until I can't even performed my best tho' I've had prepared it well.
Until I can only remember that one night, I got a call at a veryyy lateeee hour from my high school class mate, my very first crush in high school, which I didn't even sane enough to answer or save his number for about 7 years, whom a year later I became his fiance.
I can tell you that I was that low. But fortunately, this guy came and lift me up. He didn't make to get down on one knee, or saying most wonderful words about me. He was somehow pampered me with lots and lots of competitive messages and action that made me even highly spirited to deal with loss and failure. When I wasn't that interested for a relationship, He offered me a condition where now leads us to a bond that attached us even stronger. He can't promise me a smooth way of a committed-relation but as we have promised to Allah and our parents to stay responsible, and (again) committed for better or worst. Alhamdulillah, we've succeeded the first attempts to set up a relationship between the families through our Engagement ceremony.
Previous weeks, by far have healed my inquiry. Allah answers some of my question marks. I might lost one-year period of taking a university degree but Allah reward me more. If only I didn't accept his call and asking for help to sell my broken laptop where He ensured me to quit job and took the opportunity as a TV Host, I ain't sure that I would be engaged this soon. It's kinda weird, ai kno! But, by writing this post I found that this might be one of the strangest but most reasonable way to finally realise that you have finally passed some period of a very extra ordinary stage in life and get to answer your why. For short, you are in for a surprise!